Ch 19: Taking a Break (Jessie Spinks)

After everything that had happened with Tony, Jessie needed to get away from Newcrest for awhile. She needed to clear her mind and figure out where her life was going to go next.

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Just thinking about Tony still hurt. He was my first love and my first heartbreak. It was out of anger and pain that I told my sister about Tiana being with Tony. I know that he died because I told her. If I had kept my mouth shut, Tony would still be alive. If I had kept my mouth shut, Tiana would not have had those last few months with Alex and Knight. That was the only thought that kept the pain bearable.

Leaving my sisters and Newcrest was hard, but it was the right decision. When my friend from school invited me to visit her for a couple weeks, I jumped on it. It would be a change of scenery, and a way to get away from the memories at home.

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I was happy to see Annabella. It had been a few years since we had seen each other so it was nice to be able to catch up. We talked for several hours and it actually felt great to be able to talk about Tony without feeling like I was being judged.

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After all of the talk about Tony, I did need to get some fresh air. I decided to check out the area a bit. I did see some pretty strange, and at one point creepy, things.

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It’s only a couple weeks, then I’ll go back home and see my sister for a bit before I’m off on my next adventure. Hopefully one of these adventures will lead me to where I want to be in my life.


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